Wednesday, April 2, 2025

If all the world was attuned to peace.








Transformative. That's what the world would be attuned to if everyone were at peace. We would be grateful if we dared to choose diplomacy over conflict, which would foster a change in facing challenges like inequality, climate change, poverty, and little children whose lives are cut short even before they understand what life is about.  We would be nations with no borders, no flags but one - the flag of the human race, and like the different species and creatures that survive amicably in the vast seas, our communities would thrive, free, fearless and in exchange embrace diversity. People who are adverse to a diverse race are often not superior but inferior mortals. They mostly lack the confidence to live amongst different cultures, learn different traditions and are ignorant of the beauty that inclusiveness brings to humanity.  Resources will be shared, the world will be educated, and healthcare will be minimal since there will be less stress, hence fewer diseases. Innovation will become a joint venture with more brilliant minds working on technology and research, and increasing leverage for the human race.  People who know they are appreciated will reflect happiness and, in return, project happiness. Happiness makes the world brighter. Harmony would resonate with the air we breathe in. 
Oh Gosh! What was I thinking? There's no such thing as peace. I am dreaming in my sleep. I hope I wake up to reality someday. In the meantime, I cover myself with a blanket and go back to blissful sleep. Ignorance is bliss!

Have a great month of April, everyone.
-shobana-

Here's what's happening with my latest publication, From Skopje to India. It's a book I am proud to have written. I gained a lot of inspiration from the Taj Mahal love story, the British colonial era at an end, Mahatma Gandhi's visit to Agra for peaceful transition of power, and Varanasi, which I never knew in-depth until I did the research.
Have you read it yet? Here are some reviews that really made me happy. Here's the link: Please read the sample to know more, and immerse yourself in a world of discovery, acceptance and change. https://www.amazon.com/Skopje-India-Shobana-Gomes-ebook/dp/B0DXP4WB4D. Free to read on Kindle Unlimited. Read it on Kindle or purchase the paperback copy on Amazon. Thank you.

Top reviews from the United States

Reviewed in the United States on March 7, 2025
truly enjoyed From Skopje to India. 
This book is an incredible journey that beautifully captures the the essence of adventure, self-discovery, and cultural exploration. 
The author’s storytelling made me feel like I was traveling alongside them, experiencing the vibrant landscapes and profound insights firsthand. 
It’s an inspiring and engaging read that left me with a deep appreciation for the beauty of different cultures and the transformative power of travel.
  • Reviewed in the United States on March 27, 2025
    Majaorie's story is both inspiring and deeply human. From Skopje to India shares a rare glimpse into a world of contrasts between East and West, wealth and poverty, and tradition and self-discovery.I found each scene was brought to life by the author's vivid writing style. Majaorie's a testament to resilience and transformation as a girl finds her way through an India that is finding it's place in the world during the early 20th century. From Skopje to India sensitive and beautifully written book.
  • Reviewed in the United States on March 7, 2025
    I've always dreamed of embarking on a journey as profound as the one described in this captivating book. From the bustling streets of Skopje to the spiritual serenity of India, each page brimmed with vibrant descriptions and heartfelt encounters. The author's personal reflections added depth, making me feel as if I were walking alongside them, experiencing the sights, sounds, and emotions. This book isn't just a travel guide; it's a gateway to understanding diverse cultures through the eyes of someone who approaches the world with wonder and empathy. A truly enlightening read that has inspired me to plan my next adventure with more openness and curiosity.

Sunday, March 30, 2025

Selamat Hari Raya 2025

Selamat Hari Raya to all my Muslim friends and relatives, with special mention to the Royal Malaysian Police Force and the distinguished luminaries who have been there for my family and me throughout. #Malaysian #PolisDiRajaMalaysia #Malaysia #muslimsworldwide #MalaysianPolice






Friday, March 7, 2025

The Woman You Are Meant to Be




Women must be celebrated for their contributions to humanity. It is more relevant today than ever as we celebrate International Women's Day.

Women are the bedrock of society, and their influence is intricately woven into the very fabric of our existence. They stand as beacons of hope, illuminating paths toward progress and exemplify their traditional roles as mother, daughter, sister and a friend.

Throughout history, women have defied expectations, breaking through barriers that once seemed impossible. They pave the way for future generations to stand out as humans. Their unwavering perseverance and grit have fueled the need for social justice, equality, and peace within their communities. From fighting for voting rights to leading in scientific research, women have consistently pushed the boundaries to reveal their ingenuity and even might, given the circumstances.

In communities, women respond to crisis with kindness and compassion by providing care, comfort, and essential resources during upheaval. Their resilience in the face of adversity is a testament to their unwavering commitment to the well-being of others. They are creators, trailblazers, entrepreneurs, and leaders, driving economic growth and creating opportunities for their nation.

Women have the unique ability to foster empathy, care, and understanding. Their empathetic and caring nature extends beyond their families and transforms the mindsets of communities as they are emulated. 

These days, their voices are louder than ever as they advocate for inclusivity to build a more just and equitable world.

 As we celebrate women for their achievements, let us be committed to supporting and empowering them even more to reach their highest potential.

Happy International Women's Day!

-shobana-


Read my tribute in a poem for Women Everywhere:

Without Compulsion, A Woman Am I.



Have you read my latest book yet? From Skopje to India is a tale of love, learning, adventure and intrigue.

Laugh at and love Majaorie Yakob and read how she adapts to change to be accepted

in India. The link to the Kindle copy is below. The book is free to read on Kindle Unlimited. The paperback edition is available on Amazon. Thank you.

https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DXP4WB4D

Thursday, March 6, 2025

Careme

 


Carême

Après son baptême par Jean-Baptiste, Jésus fut conduit par le Saint-Esprit dans le désert pour jeûner et prier. Cette période lui servit de temps de préparation spirituelle et de test avant de commencer son ministère public.

Les catholiques commencent leur parcours du Carême le mercredi des Cendres, un jour solennel de prière et de jeûne qui marque le début de la période de 40 jours du Carême. Ce jour-là, des cendres sont placées sur leur front en symbole de repentir et de mortalité, accompagnées des mots : « Souviens-toi que tu es poussière et que tu retourneras à la poussière ».

Pendant le Carême, les catholiques s'engagent dans la prière, le jeûne et l'aumône. Par la prière, ils recherchent une connexion plus profonde avec Dieu ; le jeûne les aide à pratiquer l'autodiscipline et à se détacher des plaisirs du monde ; et l'aumône leur permet de partager leurs bénédictions avec les pauvres et les nécessiteux. Ces actes visent à favoriser la conversion intérieure, en rappelant aux croyants leurs promesses baptismales et en les encourageant à vivre plus fidèlement selon les enseignements du Christ.

Les sacrifices personnels consentis pendant le Carême, comme l’abstinence de certains aliments ou activités préférés, ont une signification profonde. Ces actes d’abnégation symbolisent la solidarité avec la souffrance du Christ et aident les individus à grandir en humilité et en gratitude. En renonçant à quelque chose qu’ils aiment, les catholiques réfléchissent à leur dépendance envers Dieu et donnent la priorité aux besoins spirituels plutôt qu’aux besoins matériels.

La récompense ultime de cette abstinence est le renouveau spirituel. Elle prépare les croyants à célébrer Pâques avec un cœur purifié, une foi approfondie et un engagement renforcé à vivre une vie centrée sur le Christ.

Lent

After His baptism by John the Baptist, Jesus was led by the Holy Spirit into the desert to fast and pray. This period served as a time of spiritual preparation and testing before He began His public ministry.

Catholics begin their Lenten journey on Ash Wednesday, a solemn day of prayer and fasting that marks the start of the 40-day season of Lent. On this day, ashes are placed on their foreheads as a symbol of repentance and mortality, accompanied by the words, "Remember that you are dust, and to dust you shall return" 

During Lent, Catholics engage in prayer, fasting, and almsgiving. Through prayer, they seek a deeper connection with God; fasting helps them practice self-discipline and detach from worldly pleasures; and almsgiving allows them to share their blessings with the poor and needy. These acts aim to foster inner conversion, reminding believers of their baptismal promises and encouraging them to live more faithfully according to Christ's teachings.

The personal sacrifices made during Lent—such as abstaining from favorite foods or activities—carry profound meaning. These acts of self-denial symbolize solidarity with Christ's suffering and help individuals grow in humility and gratitude. By giving up something they love, Catholics reflect on their dependence on God and prioritize spiritual over material needs.

The ultimate reward of this abstinence is spiritual renewal. It prepares believers to celebrate Easter with a purified heart, deepened faith, and strengthened commitment to living a Christ-centered life. 




Monday, March 3, 2025

What I learned about Varanasi (India's holiest place).

I was researching Delhi, Agra, Varanasi and Calcutta for my book From Skopje to India. For new readers, the book is about a lady's entry into India during the final days of British rule. Majaorie Yakob travelled to the other side of the world from Skopje, the land of the Great Ottomans. 

It's a story like I have never written before. 

Today, I will talk about Varanasi. I had only heard of it as a holy place for Hindus until I read more about the site and was enlightened by the 88 ghats symbolising life and death - they host birth ceremonies to cremation ceremonies. Ghats are riverfront steps leading to the banks of the Ganges River, where rituals are performed to ensure salvation. People of other faiths also visit the holy site and partake in the rituals.

The Ganges is sacred and revered for its personification of the Goddess Ganga, as the goddess offers spiritual cleansing and protection. Bathing in its waters can wash away sins, and dying on its banks ensures a favorable afterlife. 




Please read two pages of the excerpt in my book on Varanasi.

VARANASI: We arrived in Varanasi late in the evening. The journey was tiring throughout due to the bad roads. The scent of incense filled our senses as we entered the city, and the streets were crowded. I was hungry, and my stomach rumbled. Spotting a street stall bathed in the warm glow of a gas lantern, we made our way there. The vendor, a man with a neatly trimmed mustache and a sparkle in his eye, stood behind a small cart laden with golden-brown samosas and crispy-looking pani puri. 

"Namaste, Saab," I greeted him, the Hindi words feeling clumsy on my tongue. Please tell me what you have here. They smell delicious. Though I knew we would opt for the crispy samosas over the pani puri, I asked him just the same. Kincaid stood looking at the savory delights displayed on the cart. We saw bottles of mineral water on the shelves and asked for two bottles. 

"Namaste," he replied, his voice welcoming. "Samosa hai, pani puri hai. Aur kya chahiye?" (There are samosas...pani puri. What else do you need?) 

"Two plates of samosas, please," I pointed to the triangular pastries. "Aur… aapka naam kya hai, sahib?" (And… What is your name, sir?) I asked gaily. 

It was a pleasure to converse in Hindi after such a long time - it brought back memories of Delhi. He smiled as he carefully arranged the samosas on two small paper plates. 

"Mera naam Ram hai. Aur aap?" (My name is Ram. And you?) He was an elderly gentleman with a twinkle in his eyes for us. He was amused that I was conversing in Hindi with a foreign accent.

"Main, Maja hoon" (I am Maja), I replied. "Main is sheher se guzar raha hoon" (I am passing through this city). Ram nodded knowingly while handing me the plate. The samosas were hot and filled with spiced potatoes and peas. "Varanasi bahut pavitra hai," he said as I took a bite. "Varanasi is a very sacred city." "Haan, main jaanta hoon," I replied, savoring the flavors. (Yes, I know.) "That’s why I came here." 
A moment of silence passed between us as Kincaid and I ate the samosas. 

The city sounds were loud around us – bicycle bells ringing, the chanting from the ghats, the chatter of Hindi being spoken by the locals blended with the surroundings. 

"Pehle kabhi Varanasi aaye hain?" Ram asked as he wiped his hands on a dishcloth next to him. (Have you ever been to Varanasi before?) "Nahi, pehli baar hai," I admitted. (No, it's my first time.) "The city is different from what I expected." Ram smiled broadly this time. He was proud of his city, we could tell. 

"Varanasi aasan nahi hai. (It's not easy.) At night, it can be overwhelming. It's a special city where you will find power and enlightenment not found anywhere else.” 

"Yes, it definitely is different. I can feel the enlightenment here already, " I said, accepting that the city felt holy. Kincaid felt the same too and agreed, "The place is chaotic, but a sense of peace lingers here. I can feel it, and it’s indeed special.” 

"Exactly! Life and death exist side by side in this city," Ram said, his eyes twinkling. "You can say, Varanasi is a city of contradictions. Open your heart to it, and you will learn its secrets."

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Reviewed in the United States on March 3, 2025
This book is more than a story. It's an enlightenment. It journals the thoughts and aspirations of a lady
who embarks on a selfless journey.
When she left a trail from Skopje, she didn't understand that it would take her to a land 
as diverse as India.
A little girl at a Buddhist temple told her that the poorest state in India was Calcutta. 
She learnt the Hindi and English languages, fell in love with the tutor and visited the holy site of 
Varanasi before she reached Calcutta. There, a church provided her with a hostel and a teaching job, 
and she began her mission of teaching the poor and destitute. 
The author has written an exceptionally intriguing story that details the British-India giving up their 
role as Colonial Masters and touches with clarity on the views of the locals with understanding 
and compassion. 
Love is a conviction, Majaorie Yakob says when she falls in love. 
A beautiful love story that began in Agra - the immortal land of love made famous by the Taj Mahal. 
Definitely a must-read. Don't miss out on the greatest story written by Shobana Gomes.

 


Read 'The Dominated Era' at the link below:

https://shobanasmusings.blogspot.com/2025/03/the-dominated-era.html

Read my poem, Love is a Conviction here: https://shobanagomes.blogspot.com/2025/02/majaorie-yakob-and-love.html

Thank you for reading!


Saturday, March 1, 2025

The Dominated Era

This era is 'the new age', dominated by digital technology and modern ways of living. These technologies have taken control of our lives and left us bereft of the excitement of the olden days. However, the olden days are remembered fondly and not forgotten for the hardships and travails one endured to survive. Writers almost always find inspiration from the grand old eras of our time. 



Someday, when someone asks me, "How and where do you find your inspiration to write?" My reply would be that I remembered, fondly.  Precious memories of the wars of my time, though vague, that strange day when the hailstorm hit our roofs and I thought that the world was coming to an end, as I heard people frantically shouting from inside their houses,  until I plucked up the courage to run outside and pick up the ice that fell down from the skies, only then did my fear recede. I thought then that the clouds had grown so cold that the rain inside them had turned to ice. I looked up at the sky - and it was a snowscape with no traces of blue. Just a long sheet of an iced grey sky, stretching as far as the eye could see. I was used to the blue skies and bright sunny days, so this was strange to me.

I had never heard of weather phenomena or climate change until recently. Maybe I was a little too young then. We still breathed fresh air and walked about freely, unlike now, when the stench of pollution overwhelms, and the fear from our namesakes is so real. What a sorry state of affairs. The hailstorm only hit our part of the world once, and I have never experienced it since. Perhaps, even then, it was a warning to look out for the environment.

There are warnings of every kind that people are afraid to recognise nowadays. The current wars are bitter feuds that are breaking up an educated world. Clubs, hammers and swords are not used in this nuclear age. These days, we have advanced beyond predictability and understanding where weapons are concerned. Over the years, wars have heightened and worsened, and I wonder if it will ever end. Now, the people whom the leaders represent live fearful lives. No one is assured of security or safety anymore. One fight leads to another, and there's never a winner since revenge is always on their minds.

Have a pleasant weekend. Thank you for reading.

Shobana

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Wednesday, February 26, 2025

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Whenever a story comes to mind, there is a reason. I write about the sufferings of the past while a little of history is repeated as reminders. Most of my books are written like that. The words turn into stories that captivate the mind and heart. I often feel a higher hand leading me to write the stories. I am surprised by the words that fill the books I have written thus far. This is why I say, the words flow like the river, smoothly as when the winds are calm and the waters rush forth with an ambition to reach the shores of the seas. The books are filled with beauty and love, compassion and understanding, and seek clarity where there is none. When you read my books, you are enlightened as well as empowered. I am not saying these things so you buy them, but to share the words written and led by God's hands. I want to show everyone the strength of the words that fill the books.

Read the sample to yet another epic story. Happy Reading!

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Thursday, February 20, 2025

The Sanctuary for Lovers

From Skopje to India - the story of a remarkable woman's journey to Calcutta, India. The story is set in British India in 1929 when India was fighting to regain control of its land from the British colonial masters. This book is a must-read. You will love Majaorie Yakob and her unwavering pursuit of a mission she wanted to accomplish.

READ THE SAMPLE HERE- https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0DXP4WB4D

Free to Read on Kindle Unlimited. On Kindle for USD3.99. Paperback Edition is available.

Her days in Agra were coming to an end. On a reflective morning, Majaorie thought about how to reveal her decision to leave to Kincaid and the Smiths. It was a heartwrenching decision:



The soft rays from the morning sun filtered through the glass, illuminating my room and casting shadows on the floor. My love for Kincaid was immense, woven with laughter, and quiet moments that made our time spent together precious. He taught me what it truly meant to love and to be loved in return.


The Shah Jahan Park was a sanctuary which took us back in time. The time stood still for us there. We would sit side by side, and watch the lights illuminate the Taj Mahal in a display of breathtaking beauty. I loved how the marble structure stood out majestically against the night sky, its reflection dancing in the waters of the Yamuna River. Each time we visited, it felt like a pilgrimage to a shrine of desire, love and encapsulating beauty. The glances Kincaid and I exchanged were filled with unspoken promises.


However, our excursions outside became less frequent after Gandhi's visit. The atmosphere was thick with tension; the surface of our vibrant city simmered with unease. Frequent fights broke out in the streets, as protests fuelled by voices demanding change grew louder. Despite this, the police maintained order diligently amidst the chaos. At a time of uncertainty, we found solace in each other's company.




Wednesday, February 19, 2025

Learn to talk, dress, and act like the people of India - Baba ( From Skopje to India ).

I wished to touch the readers with a story that gripped them from the start. I wanted to talk about the displaced and vulnerable, but instead, in writing this story, I learned about the wistful hearts of people who yearned to live life the same as everyone else - without encumbrances. The clear disparity lies between the lines of my story, and I only wish you could see them through my eyes - shobana

From the author of the award-winning story, Where the Rain Falls, comes another heartfelt epic, From Skopje to India.

A journey of love, culture, and discovery across continents unfolds.


'I flipped through the pages and noticed the magazine was a significant English news magazine in India. It began publication in 1880. The magazine featured prominent editors, articles about current affairs, art and literature, and displayed a section for comics.


I was struck by the historical content marked by political movements and cultural shifts leading to independence. 


The advertisements inside reflected the aspirations and lifestyles of the people during the time. As I sat absorbed in the pages of the magazine, Sally and Richard made an appearance.

Excerpt: From Skopje to India.


The green-eyed beauty was on a journey to Acceptance to Change.


Majaorie Yakob listened to Baba's wise counsel: Learn to talk, dress, and act like the people of India. He gave her a place to stay when she first arrived in New Delhi. He taught her Hindi, the broadly spoken language of the locals there. She found beauty amongst the simplest.

Majaorie found awe, love, and spiritual enlightenment as she travelled across the vast land to reach Calcutta. There, in the poorest state of India, she found a way to teach the children of the poor.

Read her travelling journal and the incredible people she met on the way, not forgetting the gorgeous culture, landscape and beliefs of a diversely populated land. Read about the immersive love of her life, Kincaid Roberts.

This story will never let you forget how it made you feel.

From the author of the award-winning Where the Rain Falls is another heartfelt epic: From Skopje to India.

A journey of love, culture, and discovery across continents unfolds.

The Year was 1929 when Majaorie Yakob pursued a destined journey…

The green-eyed beauty was on a journey to Acceptance to Change. On Kindle for USD3.99.


About the Author:
Shobana Gomes is an award-winning author and poet from Malaysia, renowned for her profound exploration of the intricate connections between art and humanity. Her literary works often delve into themes of truth in fiction, weaving narratives that evoke intrigue and passion. Her latest work, 'From Skopje to India', promises to captivate with its rich storytelling and emotional depth.

I hope you enjoy the book and look forward to hearing your comments. It took a long time to finish this story, as I tried as best as possible to impart fiction based on actual events of the time. 

Thank you - shobana



Wednesday, February 12, 2025

It's love in Agra.






Hey Everyone,

Since February is all about love, and tomorrow is Valentine's Day, please allow me to share a passage from Skopje to India. Majaorie Yakob falls headlong in love with her tutor, Kincaid Roberts. He takes her on a date to a Christmas Ball at the Imperial Hotel to confess his love for her.

Excerpt from  Chapter Seven, Agra.

Kincaid couldn’t help stealing kisses on Maja’s head as they danced.

She smiled radiantly, and an overwhelming sense of happiness washed over him.

He had been waiting long for a time like this.

He agreed that he was indeed a lucky man since she loved him in return.

Her beautiful hair smelled divine and he got lost in her fragrance as he held her close.


“I never expected that taking English lessons would be so rewarding. I not only

learned English but fell in love with the teacher too,” she said cheekily.

Kincaid laughed at her teasing. “Neither did I think that I'd fall in love with my student.

But, I’m glad we found each other while doing something we loved together.” 

She moved closer to him, and he hugged her tight.


The music shifted to a more upbeat style, prompting others to join them on the

dance floor for some lively dancing.

Laughter erupted around them, and the celebrations heated up as the time neared to

usher in Christmas.


Kincaid felt proud to have her by his side. Her charm and her infectious laughter

captivated everyone.


As the night wore on, they waited with their wine glasses for the clock to strike twelve. 

The countdown was almost upon them. “What are you wishing for, Maja,”

Kincaid whispered softly in her ear.

“You,” she said simply, her eyes full of love for him.

The two of them would wish for love and happiness to shine bright in their lives

from now on.

There was so much promise in the future, and they couldn’t wait to see where the

relationship would take them.


At the stroke of twelve, they cheered and drank up the wine in their glasses.


Maja felt heady with love and wine. She looked up tenderly at Kincaid and said,

“I love you, Kincaid.

Thank you for tonight. I have had the most awesome time of my life.”

Happy Valentine's Day - shobana


Here's a Valentine's Day poem for you. Please read the poem titled, Valentine, at this link: https://shobanagomes.blogspot.com/2025/02/valentine.html

If you are looking for a great Valentine's Day gift for your loved one, here's a poetry book that will endear you further to your loved one.

Soulful Rhapsody is on Kindle, and free to read on Kindle Unlimited. Read ten amazing love poems to your Valentine and have a wonderful time. Please press the link on the right to take you to the Kindle page or the link below:

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