What if I told you that you're not alone? Others, more than you know, suffer the same as you as the result of trauma.
What if I told you that many people hide in plain sight, putting on a happy face, pretending to lead a happy life?
What if I told you that I am one of those people? Day in and day out, for 50 years, I hid in plain sight. No one was the wiser. Friends, colleagues, and family believed me to be the happiest, friendliest person they knew.
What if I told you that behind the feigned happiness lay deep troubling thoughts, self-loathing, lack of worthiness, depression, fever pitch negative self-talk, need for approval, acceptance, and acknowledgement, feeling unlovable, mentally unstable, lacking intelligence....the list goes on.
What if I told you that despite the inner darkness, I was a high achiever, always looking for the next thing to conquer? Or, always morphing myself into who someone needed me to be and carrying the weight of failure because I rarely succeeded.
What if I told you my trauma journey began at age five when I was thrust into a world of physical and emotional abuse, chaos, and conditional love by a father who often took on the physical appearance and behaviour of a demon when in a drunken rage? I can still feel the tremors of fear, recalling his voice thundering through our home and the physical violence ensuing. The haunting memories of that evening and the countless ones that followed are indelibly carved into the fabric of my soul.
Fast forward to 2019, following another toxic relationship, I was in the third year of a relationship mirroring the toxicity of my past when it reached its breaking point. On a warm Tuscon Thanksgiving morning, as I ran across the finish line of a 5k race, my foot caught the tree root, propelling me to the ground at warp speed, landing face first and breaking my shoulder. My boyfriend's anger over the attention received from falling and the actual shoulder break served not only as a physical but a symbolic representation of the emotional collapse I faced from 50 years of abuse.
However, it was on the morning of my 55th birthday, four months after the accident, that I hit rock bottom. As I gazed into the mirror, confronting a reflection that was foreign to me, I realized the extent of my brokenness. Yet, amidst the darkness, I discovered a glimmer of light within.
Embracing this newfound spark empowered me to break free from the cycle of abuse and embark on a transformative journey, guided by the profound wisdom of a gifted psychic medium.
What if I told you that my transformative journey was not easy but uncovered hidden truths, confronted long-buried traumas, and released them, paving the way for the emergence of resilience and intuition? From the ashes of my past, I've emerged anew, eager to assist others in doing the same.
Healing is attainable for everyone. It's not a question of "what if," but rather "when." When will you be prepared to embark on your journey towards healing and embrace the transformative power awaiting you on the other side of trauma?
For further information about my healing services please go to https://shariroberts.org/services. Generally, an energy healing session combined with spiritual coaching sets you up for success in living your dream.
About Shari Roberts:
Shari Leigh Roberts, a survivor of over 50 years of narcissistic abuse, began her transformative journey in 2019, unaware of the profound spiritual gifts it would unveil.
Her soon-to-be-released memoir chronicles her transformative journey from brokenness to enlightenment. Establishing Shari Leigh Roberts, LLC in September 2023, Shari channels her insights into holistic healing, spiritual coaching, and inspirational speaking.
Based in North Carolina, Shari advocates passionately for trauma education and healing, leveraging her unique spiritual abilities and Oakland University bachelor's degree. In her free time, she immerses herself in spiritual learning, and teaching enjoys commuting with nature in all its forms, dancing, live music, travel, adventure, spending time with loved ones, and inspiring others to embark on their journey of healing and self-discovery. Learn more at https://shariroberts.org/welcome.
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